it has been quite a wyl evr snce i postd somthng hir wel nywy dmi ng pangyayari.. haha=) i dont know why i am so happy today i can not even think of a particular thing that made me glad..all i know is i am happy!!! haha!!=)) well anyway we recently just have critized the pictures that we have taken and wow!! its really damn hard to be a great photograher the light must be good, there must be good lines , rule of thirds, no mergers, must be simple yadah yadah.. well i just hope that i will pass that subject.. other than that today was a great day our reporting in class was good and everything seems to be in place..... i currently have no problems, there are few pressures this term haha... this is the day that i really thank God i am alive...=)

Love.... i have been in love.. minsan lang ako magmahal ng sobra at sa minsan na yun naloko pa ako... is it not funny? if somebody hurts you so bad, you tend to love him or her more instead of hating him or her. You try to forget&forgive his mistakes and just remember the precious moments when you are together... after giving up your all.. nothings change and i mean nothing... he will always do the same mistakes and since you are so damn nice you will always forgive him... ang hirap grabe i remember like it just happened yesterday.. i remembered that almost every night i prayed and cried at the same time praying that my feeling for him will go away and cry because it would not go away(feelings). After so much sufferings.. at last natauhan na rn.. People have limits and i guess i do too.. i told myself ever since that i would not love that much again i promised that to myself.. pero ewan ko lang ngyn.............
"im afraid im starting to feel what i said i would not do the last time really hurt me im scared to fall in love afraid to love so fast coz evrytime i fall in love it seems to NEVER last"

i feel so damn tired and there are still so much to do.. well at least 1 mp is finished and i guess 3 more to go.. but for sure i will get through all of them offcourse with friends and God by my side sabi nga nila "bahala na si Lord". i like what i do but sometimes i rily get tired and really pissed even add up some personal problems wow!! it really feels like shit...